morning … my head is still very heavy. I need to finish the SAM’s Lesson Plan by 3pm as we will hv a meeting, i will be shot left-right for being the only person who ‘refuses’ to do the paperwork — cant they leave us teachers to TEACHING rather than writing done what we are teaching(on daily basis — so crazy and stupid, in my opinion), what we plan to teach, when we want to give tests/exams, how many projects to give and what are the topics … etc etc … yes, everything is inside my system(after teaching so many years, you DONT NEED TO WRITE these down, k?) … so, i m FORCED to vomit it out, but i m trembling to find words … can i just write the formula? Hmm … who will understand what i m writing anyway, as i m the only Maths lecturer teaching SAM?

Chia is pressing me to submit my Lesson Plans too … something i m supposed to do since day 1 of 2008! I argued that it is NOT necessary … i know what i m teaching, i m VERY clear what is needed(or not needed) for the syllabus … etc etc … arrrghhh … i lost. I have to DO IT for the sake of doing it! I DETEST such STUPIDITY being implemented into my system!

Feel like yelling at their faces, and make them realised that they(my HODs) are messing my systems, i cant think properly at the moment. I want to QUIT for i m not enjoying my hours doing the paperwork BUT i have bills to pay?? Arrghhh …

Ok ok … i will just type whatever written by the text book — in fact, i never really look into textbooks! I m surely not the person who ‘enjoy’ dry reading of subjects! That explained i could never take my Masters … i m sure to fail!!

Enough ranting … hehe

TEH