morning world … i hv noticed that i hv few newbies visiting my sites … IF you are new students who barely know me, get LOST. I mean it. Your brain will be corrupted to great extent if u r to following my ’stories’ and thoughts here … i dont want your mom coming here suing me for their crying kids. IF you are barely 18, and still sucking your thumb … you are advised to LEAVE NOW. Otherwise, i will make u suck mine. Start crying … ? LOL .

Read me at your own risk, k? But to few of my ex-colleagues … hehe … sorry la, biasa la tu si-TEH ni. Having my PMS now la. Thanks Charlene for the nice messages … i do not reply friendsters for very long now. You may go to my chat-box or leave a comment. :)

Yawn … monday morning … classes from 8-10am. About time to go.

One of the cool song i love very much … loooong time ago ….

Bohemian Rhapsody by QUEEN

Is this the real life?
Is this just fantasy?
Caught in a landslide
No escape from reality
Open your eyes
Look up to the skies and see
I’m just a poor boy, I need no sympathy
Because I’m easy come, easy go
A little high, little low
Anyway the wind blows, doesn’t really matter to me, to me

Mama, just killed a man
Put a gun against his head
Pulled my trigger, now he’s dead
Mama, life had just begun
But now I’ve gone and thrown it all away
Mama, ooo
Didn’t mean to make you cry
If I’m not back again this time tomorrow
Carry on, carry on, as if nothing really matters

Too late, my time has come
Sends shivers down my spine
Body’s aching all the time
Goodbye everybody - I’ve got to go
Gotta leave you all behind and face the truth
Mama, ooo - (anyway the wind blows)
I don’t want to die
I sometimes wish I’d never been born at all

I see a little silhouetto of a man
Scaramouch, scaramouch will you do the fandango
Thunderbolt and lightning - very very frightening me
Gallileo, Gallileo,
Gallileo, Gallileo,
Gallileo Figaro - magnifico

But I’m just a poor boy and nobody loves me
He’s just a poor boy from a poor family
Spare him his life from this monstrosity
Easy come easy go - will you let me go
Bismillah! No - we will not let you go - let him go
Bismillah! We will not let you go - let him go
Bismillah! We will not let you go - let me go
Will not let you go - let me go (never)
Never let you go - let me go
Never let me go - ooo
No, no, no, no, no, no, no -
Oh mama mia, mama mia, mama mia let me go
Beelzebub has a devil put aside for me
for me
for me

So you think you can stone me and spit in my eye
So you think you can love me and leave me to die
Oh baby - can’t do this to me baby
Just gotta get out - just gotta get right outta here

Ooh yeah, ooh yeah
Nothing really matters
Anyone can see
Nothing really matters - nothing really matters to me

Anyway the wind blows…

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10am Results is out

I just came down from classes — congrats TEH from Emily n Raymond. Your students 25 of them got A(of 28). Hmm … sorry to say i m NOT excited at all … many rushing to office at the moment. Some students already in school since 8am?! Wow … like the results will run away. Silly. Haha. I laughed, cynically at the stupidity of my surrounding, yet again.

Can blame me … i got my PMS now. Hehe. Blame it on biology la. BTW, some females got offended when i JOKED i got PMS. Haha. Funny thing is that ADULTS lost their sense-of-humour … LOOK at children. How easily they laugh, lightly they play … no barriers and such. LOOK into the QUALITIES in children. They are more natural, honest (till we teach them, indirectly, how to LIE) … they watch cartoons or play with bicycle EVEN when their RESULTS were out! LOOK into their eyes … you will know how curious they are UNTIL STUPID adults KILL their curiousity. I CONDEMN the STUPIDITY of MY MONKEY-ADULTS.

Raymond was like getting so excited, telling EVERYONE(i avoided him with a BAD remark —> WHO CARES?) that only two of his students failed their AS. Hmm … may be i will learn to get excited about the results, some day. I was not even interested to know about my SPM or STPM results. I took my STPM results 2 weeks after it was released. Reason1 : The result is there, it wont run away 2. I dont wish to rush like others 3. I was working PT with a proof-reading company 4. It doesnt matter what results i will get!!

Life is a journey, NOT a destination … i was implying that WITHOUT knowing. I have NATURAL way of opposing the flow of society since YOUNG. Afterall, how many of them got spanking from teachers, public caning by the stupid discipline teacher or get into gang fights like street-fighters. HOW many of my students experienced my school-day time being a rebel? LOL. I have always been and always will … i hv tried to conform to the low level of stupidity of my surroundings(at times, it gets into my nerves that i feel like shaking them up to …yell into them — GET REAL, ASSHOLES).

Trading

RH 2.33 —> 2.31 ; Jaks 1.42 —> 1.40 and Liondiv 1.81 —> 1.77

Need to find some time to drop another rm5k into OSk to buy … Cresbld, Scomi, Kencana or Kinsteel.

Leadership Camp

I was working on my ideas … how to carry out the workshop and motivate the participants? Hmm … i m a self-motivated person, so to get mysefl picking up the pace is very simple. I simply move on(despite the results is out, i m here …blogging! I m more interested with my OWN life! Self-centered? Haha)

I went back to Melinsung(alone … as i need to do some work) … this is my work-station yesterday.

  

i was searching for some materials in my books-collection and cant help it but start to read about my idol … DR M. I hv a very good collection of books written about him or written by him. Yes, i shoke-hand with him before, but i hv direct contact with Marina due to my involvement with Pink Triangle(AIDS). Dr M … I thank you for your huge contributions of being the CEO of Malaysia-incoperated.

This is my FIRST self-help book. Written inside … SEPT 1990. Into first few months of my working life, I started to take charge of my life, CHANGING gradually into WHAT i want myself to be. I went on to awarded the best lecturer(academic) in Stamford Group in 1992. I was the youngest person then. Hmm … thinking of it, i dont even really bother if i m awarded! I was more interested with my teaching in Maths and getting close to my students. I remembered a gang of them … Thevakaran(i know u r reading this, man), Peter Das, Suresh Kumar, Gurmeet Kaur … they were so closed to me, more like friends. Yup, they are non-chinese.

Thanks to this simple book … i decided to CHANGE my mentality.

  

Another book by the same author. In 1994, i was awarded by NAPAEI(private institution association — they have MAPCO now) to be best young promising lecturer in Klang Valley(KL/PJ). I did not know that my director of studies summited my names as a nominee and how they selected me, I dont know. BUT … i did not attend to the ceremony in Shang KL. WHY? I dislike the way our director ASKING me to READ the short speech(thanking and promoting the college) written. I want to speak in my OWN words. Too bad …

2.30pm

I could have eaten a few people with my mean mood today! Stress? LOL … since when? I hv to put my presentation on power point and still hv two articles to type(for printiing). So, it is not easy to prepare to give 2 hours of workshop?

 

went to Palm Square … let my Er enjoy the beat of Lion Dance. I have passions for DRUMS … chinese, malay, indians, western, asians. ANY!

Well … i could relax by seeing my son’s smile …

Jay’s Dad, I m home <—- nice cool song. One of the early song of Jay.

 

TEH